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Friday, February 29, 2008






















HAPPY LEAP YEAR!:]
its like soso special,its leap new.
which happens eveyr four years only.
and it happened on GAYBESTIE DAY:]
aww..
i lvoe my charmainelai,
let my love for you remain forever.
10 months! and counting
thi spictures are centuries ago,
i lvoe GAYBESTIE!,
what present you want?
must choose


hello charmaine gay best friend,
i do not know what to say,
neither do i want to nag,
but having you as a gay best friend
is my joy and privilege.
i wanted to buy you a special gift,
but do not know what to buy,
we have been gay best friends for 10 months
had our tiffs,disagreements,
sad moments,happy moments.
we experienced almost everything normal
best friends would go through.
in every friendship,
someone would be the "angel",
another the "devil" .
i believe in this one,
i am the "devil",
know i have serious attitude problem,
often hard to understand,
being my friend is and will never be easy.
you always let me bully and irritate you
though we drift alot,
never really talk much,
even online.
i really miss the deep talks we had,
when i poured out my problems to you,
and yours to me.
you might be feeling down,sad,
because of left out by friends,family,studies.
i will be there,
when you need me.
i may not be like talking to you,
whenever i see you.
but deep in my heart,
i love you just as much.
charmaine,my source of encouragement.
maybe you cannot remember,
remember once i was like super sad
you sent:
9:21:37pm
29-06-2007
"vivian bestfriend,cheerup ok:)i"ll be here for you"

i was feeling better,
was super touched:]
and during my birthday
you sent:
11:59:11pm
27-09-2007
"happy bdae gaybestie vivian! i hope our friendship will never end.i love vivian alotalot :D"

every sms you send me,
i remember,
and everyone jsut touches me alot.
soemtimes i'd cry because,
i am just touched by what you said
i treasure all the times spent with you,
maybe it would not last for eternity,
but i am glad i once had you
and memories of you will never
fade away from my mind.
i know i am not that type of bestfriend,
because i neglect people.
是我的幸福,你的不幸,
i will buy loadsloads of pasta from seveneleven:]
in this world,
there's only 2-3 people of whom i trust now,
of which one of you is you.
dont be stressed or
depressed over ccas or whatever.
i'll be there,
my dear bestfriendfriend.
i might not type out the most touching message,
but know that its from my heart,
no words would ever be able to express
the grattitude,love and
apology i have towards you.
you have done well as my bestfriend,
but i have failed.
i will be a better one,
thats all for now,
i dont want to be too naggy

je vous aime et prise, le meilleur ami de charmaine
ich liebe und hüte Sie, charmaine besten Freund
li amo ed apprezzo, amico migliore di charmaine
jag älskar och uppskattar dig, charmainebästa vän
나는 당신을 의 charmaine 가장 친한 친구 사랑하고 비축해 둔다
私はのcharmaineの親友愛し、秘蔵する


6种不同语言,但同样意思



(7:44 PM)


Tuesday, February 26, 2008











i am bored and ridiculously bored.
let me introduce you my childhood
and current favourtie show
and carttoons.
SESAME STREET,
hahaha;DD
oscar andbig bird,
hahaa;DD
ok i am highigh-in gnow




(9:55 PM)















i miss twofive alot,
how someitmes i 3/7,3/2,3/8,3/1 could combine.
becuase they seem to be a combination of 2/5
i miss twofive.
aww..
another outing peopel,please?
school is getting borign tiring stressful

(9:24 PM)


Monday, February 25, 2008



Red Roses
Red roses or a single red rose adds more profundity to the words 'I love you'. It is a widely known fact that red roses are used while proposing and during reaffirming one's love.

Pink Roses
Pink roses symbolize joy or thankfulness and are employed to express your gratitude towards your beloved for loving you. They are also expressions of gentility, happiness and appreciation

Pale pink roses suggest admiration, sweetness and gratitude. They can be used to express feelings strictly confining to friendship.

Light Pink Roses denotes liveliness and fun.

Deep pink roses signify gratitude, admiration, appreciation and sympathy. They can be presented to a sick person suggesting 'Get well soon'. All pink roses can be used in friendship bouquets.

White Roses
White roses signify innocence and girlhood. They also symbolize impeccable love, silence, reverence and humility. A relationship can be commenced with a white rose, hinting your special feelings for your beloved. White roses can be used to express feelings like ' I am worthy of you,' or 'you are heavenly,' etc.

Coral Roses
Coral roses are an ideal choice for the more passionate as they reveal desire and passion.

Orange Roses
Orange roses speak of desire, fascination and enthusiasm. They are good choices to hint your interest in going ahead with a new relationship.

Yellow Roses
Yellow roses are not for romantic purposes. They signify 'congratulations,' joy, gladness and delight, caring, 'Welcome back,' and 'remember me'. They can also suggest jealousy.

Lilac or Lavender Roses
Roses with this colour reveal love at first sight.

Peach Roses
Peach roses portray feelings of gratitude, admiration, sociability and friendship.

Pale peach roses symbolize modesty.

Black Roses and Dead RosesIn truth there are no black roses. Florists dry roses and dye them black. In Gothic culture black roses mean tragic romance. Dead roses indicate the culmination of a relationship.

Rose Combinations
A combination of red and yellow roses symbolizes joy and celebration.White and yellow roses signify harmony.Combination of red and white roses communicates unity or an engagement.On the whole a rose bud in any colour suggests gratitude, youth and beauty.exchanged

Two roses entwined together communicate the feeling 'Marry Me'.
Six Roses signify your need to be loved or cherished.
If you need to assure your love that he/she is truly and deeply loved, send eleven roses.
13 roses indicate a silent admirer.
365 roses denote that your love is constant throughout the year.
1001 roses speak of a faithful love that will live on forever.So give emphasis to your feelings with the appropriate roses.

(6:05 PM)


Sunday, February 24, 2008



sometimes a little love is all you need.
to feel free.
friends might not be always there
but there's bound to be someone there.
you'll just to follow your heart,
you will find that answer

later heading for church,
kinda happy,
i will be high and happpiest there.
have to chiong for amath later
and i really cannot run 400m,
somebody help me,
i will die.
i learn new things everyday
"no matter how close you are with someone,
you will still drift eventually"
perhaps only God will be the
only one always be there for you.
i need to train for track-and-field

(10:49 AM)


Saturday, February 23, 2008





feeling of confusion sinks in,
realising you were the only one there for me,
neglected you,
i went to them who,
will never always be there for me.
i am sorry.


had cg today at amanda hse.
was pretty high.
i had my prettygood laughs.
i love them.
after that,
train-ed from bedok to pasirris.
saw celestine and zhiru
had so much alone time to think.
i love thinking,
i realsied whats the meaning of true.
went ws,
walk around and went library alone.
study abit,
walkwalk,think.
i sort some of thinking,
i know who is real and true now.
i know why silent tears appear already,
its my way of telling myself my problems,
since other God,
i cant tell anyone

you were and will now forever be in my life

(10:17 PM)


Friday, February 22, 2008



you might just realise,
you dont know what is joy from the start.
simply manipulated
duped yourself with lies.

god,why do people have to have feelings?
silent tears

today was a highlow day,
cri-ed 10 rounds today,
freak-ed out weiyi like alot.
i also dont really know why i cry.
but i kinda feel better doing that.

huiwen,you are a reallyreally great friend.
you pei-ed me everywhere.
i appreciate you:]
and i will always be there for you,
at canteen,cry again.
i dk also actually.
i thought about some things,

somehow jsut didnt felt that well.

i cry not for no reasons,
but for reasons that i dont even really know,
even if i did,
i wouldnt say.trust

(7:28 PM)


Thursday, February 21, 2008



well,sometimes
i'd rather not have feeling/emotions.
its so much better that way.


school was fine today,
waited for kat and sj.
almsot late for sch.
thn,dm stand jsut beside us.
me and sj damn scared,
we get caught for skirt..
i just love history more and more.
esp with horny huiwen,frittey syahirah.
shaojun is always sleeping!
ahaahha;DD
i like mr chenag:],
he know my name lehs.

had heats,was funfun:]
and superduperduperduperduper tired.

i sound exaggerative,
but you'd say the same.
if you ran consecutive events,
200m-charmaine,lijuan,joelle,
syabiqah and 2 other upper sec.
they all proster:].
joelle's leg is bloody long,she ran fast:]
after that,
400m-charmaine,syabiqah,gelin,sera and other girl.
they all prosters:]
i already so worn out le,
like hlafway want faintfaint.
almost die-ed.
syabiqah,mr david is superusper nice.
all keep encouraging me:]
after that,
4X100m-brenda,rujun.pearl:]
we got first,yay us!
i love them,haha;DD
just chiong all the way,
brenda,rujun,pearl.
all of you are super goodcooolrunners,



run so freaking fast.
unlike me,MANSOHSOH one.
saw 4X400m
it was a scary touching moment.
many people either want faint,giddy,or cannot walk.
was so scary.
but i'd show hwo much your friends love you.
HUIWEN!later i also cry.you did well luh,love.
CHARMAINE!dont let a setback hold you back,you can run.i believe you okay!you are a goodgoodrunner,you will win me.jsut beleive in yourself,
nothing will ever affect our bestfriendship:]

everyone who went for heats are coolpeople;D
coralites are nice

(6:45 PM)


Tuesday, February 19, 2008



friends are the ones that make you high,
they seems like drugs.
i pray i will never have to suffer the side effects.
seeign so many peopele drift away.
and friendships broken.
deep in my heart,
i pray it will never happen to me.
even though,i know soemtimes its unavoidable.
i juat wan texpress what i feel,
before i enver get to tell them.
you'll never know when youmgiht jsut die


KATHERINE

katherine kang mengyun:]
i love you luh,
always disturb shaojun with me.
though your EQ is low one,
but yuo are supersuper caring and nice.
esp when you go give the birthday card and lollipop.
i like alotalot.
always laugh at wrong time one.
slowkid,
hahaa;DD
katherinekang got moodwswings too,
my moodswings partner.
my guai but AL love.
i reallyreally enjoy that time we all go solo together.
and when that time i pangseh you,
i ffelt superusper bad.
alwasy say cold jokes.
thn say veryveyr funny.
but in the end is =.= one
ahaha;DD
you are a supersuper special pretty,more than a friend.
i rememebr everything we all do together,
i love you alot,
may our friendship last forver.
katherine and her spongebob.:]
no words can express the grattitude and joy.
that i cna have you as one of my goodbestfriend.
ILY:]


K.A.T


K.A.T,we all almsot together for like 1 year le,
i miss the shopping together.
and cam-whoring.
i love all three.
all the laughter,i will never forget.
all the sittign in the mrt-train.
walk until leg want die.
eat longjohn,gaigai.
remmeber that time,
we drifted with UH-HUM,
thn i was really very scared,
we will all driftapart.
esp when i see alll the superusper close people drift away.
it's a really sad thing.
i reallyreally enjoy all the utings we have.
dsiturbign shaojun and her window.
i love K.A.T,
after take pic,
thn keep kanchiong kat to send the pictures.
thn see shaojun get highhigh like siao!
thn kat give funny laughter.
but always at wrong time,
thn me and shoajun will give the =.= face.


SHAOJUN

shaojun,you have been a great friend.
one that always highhigh with me.
when i sad,
you always cheer me up.
or compete crying with me.
thn you say words amke me feel so much better.
we've been in same class for all three years.
i remember when the streaming results was out,
you were so frantic,
thn when you found out.
same class as me,thn we so elated.
we go gaigai during holiday,very fun.
we always irritate katherine,
cuase we keep retaking.

you always encourage me,
thn i dontknow what to do,
you always my source of answer.
i wont never ever let our friendship end,
ILY:]
we never had a fight before,
i really love you,angshaojun my one only.
thnak you for letting me disturb and irritae you.
you are my KAIXINGUO.
i remember everything in my heart and memory,
wont ever be erased one.
i will bring it with me even when i die.
angshaojun,my partner who's always there to pei me.
everywhere i go,in class.
if dont have you,
i think i will very lonely and low in class.
you always accompany one,
my unseperatable twinnie:].
comb hair together,study together.
sing song together to disturb weiyi.
be horny together make huiwen.
SHAOJUN,my sweetlovelove highhigh twinnie:]
windblow,look down.
windowwindow

FOURSTERS


the four people,
celebrated my birthday.
the best one i ever had.

i love all of you:]
you made my birthday so wonderful.
i was like so touched utnil want cry.
the neoprints and pictures.
will be such unforgettable memories.
all stored in my computer.
i see le,i feel happy and joyful.
all laughlaugh,
thn scareaming at the machine there.
cos donno start le or what.
stuffign all the 1dollar inside.
so irritating.
irritatign and disturbign each other.
you all gave me the best birthday in my whole life.
the best gifts i ever received:
beautiful friends like you all:]



LIJUAN

zhuzhulijuan:]
tohugh,we this year thn like beocme closer.
i lvoe you okay!:]
i rememebr when we quarrel that time.
thn during homeecons,
we patch and shake hand,
it was happy:]
now maybe you goign through a rough patch in life,
but my deardearfriend,
i will always be there for you to talk to.
maybe i may notbe the best comforter,
but know that i'll be there fro you.
i love you and you.
cannot sad okay,
must same boat as me.
highhigh and disturb shaojun with me.
i will take mor ephotos with you.
next tiem,old le.
at least i will have such beautiful memories to remember.
i enjoy goign out with me.
thn talktalk.
adn the shakesperean story was so nice.
you are trustworthy luh,
know that.
EVE if nobody befriend you,
i will okay,togeteh rwith kat and ang.
we will stay together and highhigh.
my sameboat prettylady:]
ILYx3


CHARMAINE,GAYBESTIE


lastly,my gaybestie charmaine lzx.
i know in deep in my heart,
we drifted,as in alot.
and i very sad one,i not dont care luh.
thn i see other peopel drift from their superbest friends.
like so scary,
though we drift,i still lvoe you the same.
i always irritate and disturb you,
but i treat you as my gaybestie.
times change,people change,
i dont expect us not to drift.
sicne we different class also,
but i wan tyou to know that.
you will always be my gaybestie.
i wll never forget the beautiful memories,
you gave me.
and when talkign to you on the bus,
when we on the bus to stadium that time,
was so enjoyable one.
i can talk freely to you.
and you cycle me home is so cool:]
all the nice memories.
thn that time at the bustop also.
i dotn wan ttake the bus.
cause i wan ttalktalk to you.
though,w edont have altoalot of photos,
but you will alwyas be apart of me.
my gaybestie,yong yuan bu fen li.
we may drift alot,
or next time might even become like strangers,
i seriously wont forget you
and your gayness.
and your sweet presents and letters you give me.
i love them.
CHARMAINELAI,ILY.
gaybestie,who always jiang dao li with me
my one and only gay TOMAMATO,
i miss the tlaks with you,
tohugh,we mgiht have some conflicts.
but i am glad we are still friends.
i admit at times,iwanted to give up this friendship.
becuas ei dont think i fit to your bestie.
i not worthy to be one.
but its you who held on.
thnaks for tahan-ing my attitude my moodswings





(7:44 PM)





yes,i have serious moodswings.
my mood swing faster than you know,
i dont even know if i am happy/sad/angry?

school is fine,
i am getting sick and tired of everything,
this world is weird.
blahblah,
today in class, shaojun and me crying.
was cool?
thn she say me attitude durign physics and mt.
and i am not VCD, idioticSEK
i seriously miss my old hair,:[
I DONT KNOW EVEN ME











(7:27 PM)


Sunday, February 17, 2008



austin kenna slashed yesterday,
by some gang people[?]
supersuper jialet,go hospital.
major surgery,he lsot alot of "meat"
apparently,the person tkaing wepaon.
thn dontknow what austin.
he go slash him.
get well soon,god bless you.
thn enuisane coem talk to us,
hes cool luh,
j316:]biggest in all the earth

it seems now everyone is nto in a goodmood

(5:12 PM)






some secrets are not meant to be revealed

(4:05 PM)


Saturday, February 16, 2008



everyone seems not to be in a goodmood,
oh well,
jsut learn to hackcare everything,
you'll feel better.
be unfeeling,feel better
be heartless,

(9:51 PM)





tryign to be less pissed now,
yesterday was super ncie tlakign to LIJUAN:]
we talk prettyalto,
about peopel.
was supersuper nice.
esp when we talk about ideal people.
and the rankign one.
so funny;DD
i love her luh

(11:07 AM)


Wednesday, February 13, 2008








shaojun,i posted.
and adolf helen tan simin mengcong zhanglang is HORNY:]
i lvoeing weiyi more,she nice luh.
always HIGH with me.
when thta SGK,SGL,CAL doze off in class.
i sabo-ed ppl today.
miss goh collectign chem worksheet
vivian:"wait ah,she*pointing to shaojun copying my answer"
hahaa;DD
we go tie shaojun hand,tnh sh ecannot take out.
so funny;DD
mr pek and mr faizal was liek LOl,when saw her hand.
hahha;DD
after that,wait-ed for zhu and kang.
i was highhigh,
did manymany weird things.
went tm with zhu,kang,ang and wilson and co.
was disturbing and laughign on mrt.
fUN SIOL:]
bought valentines present.
was in to CG and SG.
wislonwong,we not only look at SG okay!:]
hahha;DD
so funny;DD
lijuan always same boat with me:]
its valentines tml

(8:19 PM)


Tuesday, February 12, 2008



okayokay,notihng to blgo about.
andnad i am so gonna take nicencie pics
with ZHULIJUAN.
i love you luh,lovelylove:]

(8:17 PM)


Friday, February 8, 2008




thanks cousie,
your paint is cool:]
day 3:








sent mummy for work,thn met grandma.
for breakfast.
all the aunties who watched me grow up
were amazed hwo much i grew.
hahaha;DD
atfer that,mummy took MC.
went third auntie's hse,
daddy play-ed mahjong.
play0ed ps3 and comp.
irrittae cousins.
hahha;DDD
after that,went for dinner at plazza sing.
was shiok:]
not much of the food,
but the empty and nice toilet=X
yesterday night,
listening musics as usual.
suddenly i miss my grandaddy.
i started crying,
i miss him.
it's been 2 years..

day2:


spend whoelday lazing at home.
only inthe night.
went yishun visit relatives.
my grandaddy's brother.
she got grandaddy's smell.
for some reasons


day 1:


























went grandma' hse,
ate supersuper ncie food,
afterawhile,went uncle's hse.
so fun,
everyone's playign mahjong.
while i play the WII,
so fun,hhhohohos;DD
boxing/dancing:]
thn aftertht,
went room.
cam-whored with cousins.
nothing to do,
so cam-whored,so fun.
having cousins with small eyes
who likes to cam-whore too:]
it was so fun and enjoyable.
gettign high and laughing.
how i wish CNY never end,school always end
ahahaha;DD





































(5:58 PM)