Wednesday, April 7, 2010
so i've finished pw and econs.
i'm going to take off some time to relax.
cause it's really tiring
i'd never find myself sitting infront of the comp for
so long till my back aches
and i fall asleeep on my computer chair
homework never ends
i look around
i see muggers around
so today,my classmate withdrew from college
everyone was appalled
the first thought tht came to my mind: i wish i could too
losing today's match
made me even more sian
but i guess
God,you're really faithful and nice
i'd never regret in my life knwoing you
i count it as a blessing
i learn new things from you everyday.
i know anypoint
by Choosing to give up my walk with you
i'm letting you down
and others who should be given a chance to receive you
because it is really a blessing to know you.
but above all
i want to live my life for you
this 2 years,
i know and i pray it will not be just studying.
it's far more than the cross
your sacrifice and love never ended there
i know you're here with me
and it will and shallkeeep me going through this 'nightmare'
(11:09 PM)
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
it's been more than a month since i've entered jc
it's never beeen tht toiling and taxing
many times,
all i can do
is just to go before you,and really tell you i really dont know what to do
i've beeen so strained and worn out
because of studies
many times,
it almost seemed as though i really want to give up
all i can do
i s to breakdown before you
humble myself,and really cry out for your help
you never fail to appear and comfort me
even renew my strength
this journey is going to be so tough
but knowing you are there
it just brings me the greatest comfort in the world.
when i look up at the skies
i know you are in heaven cheering me on
it places a smile on my face
even in my tired mode
times when i'd feel so lonely,so vulnerable
at lost as to who to turn to or so
or even what to say or think
you'd appear when i call out your name
my hope,my strength,my grace
mye is in 5 weeks.
guide me.
ilyhs
(10:05 PM)