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oh man,
pleaseplease,
dont destroy the perfect/happy image
of you all luh.
i really want be happykid.
dont make me change.
stop lying to me,
i hate liars.
i hate you people screaming.
yahyah,ok everytime cos of us.
i try my best
to think of well of everybody.
but i also tired,
come home.
thn saysay.
worried,but i really need a break awhile.
i also dk how much to help you all.
the scar alrdy there.
you all prob continue arguing.
not much i can help.
only can say sorry.
tell me,i also dont think i can do anything.
since everyone insists they're right.
yah,who likes feeling bad.
but like tht how to survive.
just becos i cry,
and tell you everything.
doesnt mean you can use on me.
cos it jsut makes me feel very shit.
and wrong to trust you.
and i dontwant to be like this.
dont make me like this please.
ibegbegbegyou.
i want to be happy.
please

but i'm not a robot leh.
please spare some feelings for me.
"why like that also dk"
"even your sister the brain like that,also know how do,
why you cannot?"
i know you dont mean it.
i dont want to take it to heart.
its not very nice a feeling to feel.
i know i dumb,
but doesn tmean can insult me.
huh i dont understand you all?
only put show for ppl?!!!@!
i neverneverm
if i didnt you think i will care.
when i'm heartless,
i really am.
what you say,just made me feel so hurt.
why you so nice to me,
thn so mean
thn how,you want me act.
one moment,you like care for me
understand,i can trust.
next moment,not at all.
i feel lost,
i want to love all of you,
trying and i want.



I WANT TO SMILE&BEHAPPY!
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