this is my brother,

cute/hot right?

me love him muachmuach:DDD

brother got new sony phone for bday.

but as usual,

no expression,cause he thinks hes cool:D

bought him a wallet.

choose damn long,but in the end dont care.

and i found out something.

daddy dotes on me more than him:DDDDDD

ok fine,mine was more ex-.-

mummy was like complaining unfair,

hah,tooo bad luh hor.

i still love all of you luh:D

and grandmama dotes on me most

of all the grandchildren:]

she bought me my favourite dried prunes/biscuits.

so sweet of her,

she likes them,but say nvm give me.

nvr give the rest of the grandchildren.

even though,they like more than me.

ohmy,so damnnnn sweeetttt luh<3

somemore,i like not filial,

felt guilty=X

oh and mama & papa,

says i going become DA FEI GU.

hey, i dont eat alot.

but i deserved to be eat,for all the things i did at swensens.

guess what i eat:

mine you,i was alrdy having sorethroat.

on medication.

hey,thats not reallyreally alot,

not my full potential okay?

and today for breakfast.

i had three red bean buns/ice milo.

aft tht,bus-ed to katong.

walk to HLX restaurant,

ate century egg porridge/fried carrot cake.

where got overboard.

mummy was like,

you sure become fatpig,somemore always rot at home.

never exercise

i never eat lunch ytd hor,must make up what-.-

andand i am still sick.

but still can jump/leap/hop/crazy.


gahhhh,have been thinking many things recently.

that day,

went grandmama hse,

open her drawer,saw family portrait.

it was the first time i saw grandpapa's smile.

brother was like,

"we so long never see him,i miss him"
somehow,it make me want cry.

so long he gone le,but i miss his frowns/cold jokes.

i think grandmama doesnt says,

but she misses him alot.

this few days sick,

made me want cry more.

sometimes,sit on bus,

listen classic songs,can even make me cry.

i dont want anyone leave luh.

i dont feel very bad about it.

serious,i dont know how things were,

the atomsphere and all.

yah,i am a bad person.

its both-sided's fault luh,

in any case,

so lets be closer friends,

we both have spent alot of time together,

time plays a part,

so you cant expect us suddenly to have manymany topics

to talk to you all mah.

naturally,we will talk more,

to build better relationships.

so dont blame yourself/or feel bad luh.

dont anyhow,

sorry if i sound mean,irritating.

i think i am just gahhh,dont know what to say.

dont take it to heart.

i just hate such un-needed,childish,weird problems luh

of course i will try.