track and field meet tml.

somehow,i kinda dont feel like running.

maybe because i feel stress.

and yeah,

why must you do this to me.

cant i have both of you,

together by my side happy,and all.

i know its kinda my fault,

at least please tell me what you want me to do.

because i dont know,

how or what to do.

idk luh,

why must things be like this.

somehow,

in any case,

thank you,God still.

what am i suppose to do

it's almost like we have 200 plus days together left,

before we go our seperate ways,

and maybe never see each other for the rest of our lifes.

cant we jsut all be happy,happy,happy.

spending time together,

studying,laughing,

or whatever.

:[,i miss you.

heh,whywhywhy.

sorry,